hmmmmm

Im happy with my life....but still it feels like something's missing...dont know if im reading into things too much or if i shud just let it be...ill probably just let it be cuz im too lazy to figure out wat it is...(now all this sounds so twisted in my head!)...the past week has been a blast....ONLY good times...didnt really have a low point at any time.....starting sunday, cp concert(blast! drunk for 5 hours straight!), all the lunches, all the dinners (ODing on food...not good) last night's "jam" session at home....its all been fun fun and more fun....but something still isnt there...aarrrgh anyway who cares...im happy and content...ma's leaving for the hospital for 5 weeks tmrw....just thinking of it as a long holiday and that she'll be back home soon.....but home just isnt home without her...seems more like a hostel..people trooping in n out...but when amma's around everything just lightens up....the amount of love that just oozes out of her is truely amazing and just one look at her makes u feel sooo much better....damn im gonna miss her....aah no...its only a matter of 5 weeks...yay....(consoling myself seems to be helping quite a bit).....some people have suddenly entered my life and i feel really good about that cuz their amazing individuals who i have a lot to learn from..i guess the right people come into ur life at a point when their needed and their here to stay....feeling sane again:)