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i have now become a haircut addict...due to lack of other things to keep myself busy with:P

Silly

I'm just feeling incredibly silly....dont know why...dont WANT to know why...but i just am...a flood of moodswings...and only a few individuals have had to deal with it...poor things....ive now been christened "kaali"...and then every backs off... like a friend of mine just told me "atleast someone gets it"...ur damn right...:) I had managed to lose touch with a LOT of old friends...and i dont usually do that...but sadly i had...and so i knew i had to make that little effort to get them back into my life..people ive known 7 or 8 years...who've probably stood by me thru my worst times...people i really care for..and honestly wat did it take to rekindle those relationships ? just one call...it speaks a lot for them...and to an extent for me...anyway im just glad i did...
i hate being pretentious..and feeling bummed out....and to sit n think that everyone else has lives better than mine...because really, thats all relative...differs from person to person, wat makes one's life "good"...i think i have everything going for me...no wait..i KNOW i have everything going for me...so ide might as well make the most of it...which is something ive started doing...not taking those small things for granted and appreciating pretty much everything coming my way...and it truely has helped...i used to be tense..always just tense...but now...i dont care a f***...life just couldn't get any better...