happiness

dammit just wrote one entire bleedy post n it all got wiped out! so will try and recall wat i wrote (i have the memory of a goldfish so that might be a tad too hard)
oh right i was talking about the happiness....life is good again....wayyy good....no guilt...no stress....just full masti:) ive got my work in order, my dance which is going great and my jingbang:) its nice to be smiling and bindaas again after the hell i went thru the past few months....my dance is just kickass....i might have to perform at the international dance festival in bombay in april..the fact that my teacher had so much faith in me to ask me to do this without batting an eyelid made me feel so good about myself..i guess she trusted me when i was 4 and she trusts me now...thats how long she's been teaching me for...not only is she my guru but also my friend and thats wat i love about her....we strike a balance which is so tough to maintain but we do it so damn easily...:) she's been asked to perform othello using pure kathakali next summer at the globe theatre in london...this is a dream come true for her...and she wants me to accompany her:D dont know if i can perform but just to be around such great people is the best feeling ever! and there's juust sooo much to learn out of these experiences and i plan to make the most of it! life's gooooooood:D cudnt ask for more......me and my madness will always remain intact:)